Entry: Feeling Sad May 10, 2004



I'm feeling sad today. I think it's because I've been thinking of what I've been through, at least what I've done to go through the pain of others. Like Briana. I thought if she died (there was a chance she was going to) I'd die. I thought if Nicho (when he had to undergo surgery with an ear-to-ear operation) (Briana's one year old, adorable brother) would be in pain, so would I. I wonder if that's why I was jumping up and down when Evan asked Kelsey out and if that's why I was also jumping up and down when Alex told me he liked Amy (cuz he so0o0o0o did, no matter what he says). I think I feel peoples emotions for them. Like when Tia dropped her books on the floor and I said ouch. And when Kelsey walked into a locker and I said ouch. I'm weird like that. And I cried when I found out that Briana was diagnosed, but that's not strange because everyone did, and I cried when Bryson died (xOo Bryson!) but that's not strange because many did. And I cried when Ryan left the O.C. but that was heartbreaking. I also cried when Harrison died on Tru Calling, even though he really didn't. Oh well, I'm just weird like that. I'm sure there's no cure. Oh yeah, I forgot I'm supposed to be doing science.
I can't wait for high school! It's gonna be awesome, I know it will be. And the summer, and the dance, I guess this'll just be a funfilled 2oo4! I LOVE JIMMY

"Are you strong enough to be my man?"
                                            --Sheryl Crow

   2 comments

amy
May 13, 2004   09:54 PM PDT
 
oh ps-when you said that tia dropped her books and you said ouch, you apparently feel the floor's emotions. being erin is so overrated.
amy
May 13, 2004   09:48 PM PDT
 
yeah erin, youre just super-emotional :-D i cried when my cousin had his operation. mleh, yeah, when kel walks into something (so often) you say ouch. its great... i havent made one of my blogs in like forever! oh well. yes yes, happy for kelsey (only..not now because its over) but noo alex so didnt. i wish... but not anymore im over him. i have no idea why but i have toxic stuck in my head, and i dont even like that song. im addicted to you, dont you know that youre toxic?? (never know who) i'll play some ill nino and fix it all. ps-guys w/ british accents are seXy~im gone

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